He realized that his "troubles wouldn't end" because he didn't actually want them to. To lose the pain would be to lose the last connection to her. He chose to live with the "sızı," carrying it like a silent companion, a testament to a love that was too big for a single lifetime. İlyas Yalçıntaş - Dilberim lyrics - Musixmatch
He began writing a song to capture this feeling. He wrote about her eyes and eyebrows, wondering what use they were if they weren't looking at him. He described his love as a throne she had built in his heart, one he could never dismantle.
The phrase (My troubles don't end, this pain doesn't stop) comes from the classic Turkish pop song "Dilberim," written and performed by Çelik Erişçi in 1995. The lyrics describe a love so deep that it becomes a source of both obsession and "insatiable longing," where no amount of time or affection seems to heal the ache of the heart.